This memorial website was created in the memory of our very loved son, Jesse Taylor, II who was born in United States on June 30, 2007 and passed away on June 30, 2007 . We will remember him forever. 

PLEASE SEE JESSE'S SLIDE SHOW AT THE END OF PAGE

PLEASE ALSO FEEL FREE TO LIGHT A CANDLE IN MEMORY OF OUR ANGEL

We found out we were pregnant in November of 2006, we were so excited.  We kept saying we were not going to tell any one until we were atleast three months but we couldn't keep it to our selves.  We were so excited when we heard the heart beat for the first time and we got to see our sweet baby by sonogram for the first time at only 10 weeks.  We were amazed.  Then on February 15, 2007, we went for an ultrasound and we saw that we were having a baby boy.  We cried tears of joy and we knew this was going to be our Little Jesse.
Our pregnancy was good at 38 weeks and two days I had pain, went to the hospital and they started to loose Jesse's heart beat, it kept going lower and lower, and they performed an emergency C-section, but Jesse was already gone.  My blood pressure had gone up, and that caused a Placenta Abruption.
We miss him so much and mommy's arms ache and feel so empty.  He was a beautiful little baby.  
We held him, and kissed him, and told him how much we loved him.  We didn't ever want to let go of him.
Now Little Jesse is with God and we know one day we will hold him, kiss him and that the next time we won't ever have to let him go again.
We thank God for taking care of Jesse until we can do it for our selves.

The day of Jesse's funeral we asked God to send us a sign that Jesse made it and was ok, when we returned home that day, in the far end of our yard stood a sunflower, which was never planted and it stood about four foot tall.  Three weeks after, at the other end of the yard there a smaller sunflower grew...We got our sign.  Jesse got his wings and now he is with God.

Thank You to Joshua's Mommy for the Pictures!


Little Angels

When God calls little children

to dwell with Him above

We mortals sometimes question

the wisdom of his love.

For no heartache compares wtih 

the death of one small child

Who does so much to make our world

seem wonderful and mild

Perhaps God tires of calling 

the aged to His fold,

So He picks a rosebud

 before it can grow old.

God knows how much we need them

and so He takes but few

To make the land of Heaven

more beautiful to view.

Believing this is difficult

still somehow we must try

The saddest word mankind knows

will always be "goodbye"

So when a little child departs

we who are left behind

Must realize God loves children

Angels are hard to find.
-Author Unknown-

Thru all the pain, and heart ache there are positives and learning that have come with this tragic time.  We have met so many wonderful families, who share the pain with us.  There are however one couple and their daughter who we have met, and they have become true and heaven sent friends to us.  Kelly and Chris were brought to us thru the same experience.  They lost thier precious girl, Journey Marie Howell on August 25, 2007.  We always say that our angels brought us together, and we are sure they are best of friends up there together.



Perhaps they are not stars
in the sky, 
but rather openings
where our loved ones
shine down
to let us know
they are happy.

-Author Unknown_






Look For Me

Mommy, please look for me; I'm still here, though you don't see.
I'm right by your side, each night and day
and within your heart I long to stay.

My body is gone, but I'm always near. I'm everything you feel, see or hear.
My spirit is free, but I'll never depart
as long as you keep me alive in your heart.

I'll never wander out of your sight--I'm the brightest star
on a summer night. I'll never be beyond your reach--
I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach.

I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around,
And the pure white snow that blankets the ground.
I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond--
The clear cool water in a quiet pond.

I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring,
the first warm raindrop that april will bring.
I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine,
and you'll see that the face in the moon is mine.

When you start thinking there's no one to love you,
you can talk to me through the lord above you.
I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees,
and you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.

I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep,
and the beautiful dreams that come when you sleep.
I'm the smile you see on each baby's face. Just look for me, mommy,
I'm everyplace! 



"A Pair of Shoes"


I am wearing a pair of shoes. They are ugly shoes. Uncomfortable shoes. I hate my shoes. Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair. Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step. Yet, I continue to wear them. I get funny looks wearing these shoes. They are looks of sympathy. I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs. They never talk about my shoes. To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable. To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them. But, once you put them on, you can never take them off. I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes. There are many pairs in this world. Some woman are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them. Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much. Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt. No woman deserves to wear these shoes. Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman. These shoes have given me the strength to face anything. They have made me who I am. I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child. 





I sometimes think that people forget that men experience pain and grief too.  They cry like us, and hurt like us, they just may do it at a different time or in a different way.  People expect them to be stron even though thier child has died also, so please when in a situation such as ours, remember that the Daddy's miss them too.



"We thought of you today sweet Jesse

but that is nothing new

We thought about you yesterday,

And will tomorrow too."





To Our WONDERFUL

 Nurses


We thank all of our nurses, doctors, 

operating room staff and all the 

others 

for all thier support and care they provided

 for our Jesse and our family...as well as us.

They did thier best to save our angel and 

they succeeded with his mom.

They are all angels also because we feel

 that God sent them to this earth 

to help others and they do so much more...

They give comfort and hope as well...

You were ALL wonderful ...

We Thank You!



It matters not how long the star shines, what

 is remembered is the brightness of the light.




"Let the little children come to me, 

and do not stop them; 

For it is to 

such as these that the kingdom of Heaven 

belongs."  

Matthew  19:14


Each new life, no matter how fragile or 

brief...forever changes the world.






*Some People only Dream of angels...

I held one in my arms.*

Thank you for helping to keep Little Jesse's memory alive.
Please visit a few of Jesse's friends, and light a candle in thier memory too.

www.journey-marie-howell.memory-of.com

www.patrickjayclark.memory-of.com

www.vanessa-barnai.memory-of.com

www.joshua-blakeway.memory-of.com

"Time may dull the hand of fate,
But memory forever
recalls the date."

www.julia-ann-corliss.memroy-of.com

www.kierstynreneebuck.memory-of.com

www.aaron-and-ethan.memory-of.com